It would be rock music! I really want my life to be like peaceful lovely anime music which was sung by young Japanese girls! But instead, it's just like rock music! wild, messy, crowded, an old man yelling, without any order in notes and without any place in the orchestra. But despite all this, it has the potential to say something! It definitely can not catch the old instrumentals which could speak without saying any word. Well, after all, we're not supposed to be exactly like each other. 

You know? honestly I hate rock music and I still keep listening to them. Just like my life! I hate it and myself and I'm still living or maybe fighting. Or... maybe I love them both. A dark poison love...